I'm turning to writing this morning bc I'm in a funk and I can't get out of it. So maybe writing will help. It's been a long week or so around here. Ryon had a small wreck a few weeks ago and Warren Cat came down on him pretty hard. So he's been a bit down and I've been trying to be the positive one, but honestly I don't feel very positive these days. I'm tired of winter, the cold, and getting fat with no real prego belly yet. I'm bored, and so are the boys. Sutton got really sick this week so after two visits to the Doctor we determined it was pneumonia and if he didn't get better by Thursday morning we were going to have to go to the hospital, scary. Thankfully he woke up better and is on the mend. He absolutely hates the medicine and the breathing treatments making every few hours a complete melt down and fight. And I just don't have the motivation or the energy to really do anything. I know it's because I've been stuck home all week and that I'm pregnant. I was thinking to myself last night about the little funk I've been in and I remembered I was this way for a bit with Sutton's pregnancy too. I'll snap out of it soon I know. I'm just unmotivated to do anything, yet I'm bored, and would love to be creative, put my time to good use, use this time at the house to organize and clean and get ready for all that is going to change in the next 6 months….yet I am not doing anything. The bare minimum for sure around here….So now that I've written everything down this morning I need to pick myself up and find something fun for the boys and I to do around here. It's supposed to rain and we can't really leave with Sutton so I need to get creative and figure this out! Crafts, cooking, playing run and chase, something has to work right?! I already feel better by just writing and admitting that I need to snap out of my weird attitude. I'm sure Ryon feels the same way :) Sorry baby, I love you. I'm just weird right now.
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