There are moments in marriage that your heart bursts because you can't comprehend loving someone more. I've had a week of being truly loved, cared for, and encouraged by this man God chose for me years ago. I've watched from a hospital bed as he's changed diapers, soothed, checked with nurses, and snored on a couch next to me. I've looked at him thru unexplained tears; broken, sore, lost, and completely defeated. He lets me cry, tries to help, and somehow always makes things so much better. I haven't been able to show it lately because I'm simply too foreign in my own skin but I hope he knows by looking at me that I am thankful. I am relieved God chose him. I am honored he chooses to stand next to me on this journey. The truth is, even though he's been right by my side for over a week now, I miss him. When life changes so drastically, it feels like nothing will ever be normal again. And at this very moment, I just need to write the words Thank You. Thank you for loving me and thank you for loving your boys the way you do.
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